So...it's been a while. On my phone I have a list of topics I want to write about; currently that list has well over 20 unwritten entries. Some of them actually made it draft form, so maybe I'll at least finish those...originally I had planned to back blog and pretend I never really got behind but now that I'm pushing two years I figure I'll just make a clean start!
In a nutshell, since last I wrote probably the biggest thing that's happened is this little guy:
Baby B is no longer the baby, he's currently our crazy toddler...now we have Baby D! We just love him. Of course the above picture was taken when he was only a few hours old...these days he's this bundle of 10 month old goodness (pictured with my beautiful mom).
I had intended to document my very detailed and exact prenatal fitness regime; obviously that didn't happen. Maybe if we venture into the crazy person land of 5 children I'll be more on top of it, but I'll not hold my breath on that one. In short, I did treadmill intervals the day he was born, and restorative yoga in my hospital room the next morning. All pregnancy experiences are different for everyone, but personally, exercise during pregnancy saves me. The end.
Anyway, one might ask why today I felt like abandoning the whole catch-up track after so long. I'm not entirely sure, but as I was doing my run today I just felt this intense need to start again. So here we go...
I started out the morning with Baby D freaking out...a lot...that I wasn't protecting him from B holding him while I was simultaneously getting S out the door for his very early and very long kindergarten day (seriously, the child has school from 7:45-3:15. SO glad he's old for his grade), getting E ready to go to preschool AND putting the finishing touches on my "lesson" for B's mommy co-op preschool group thingy.
After 2 hours of Baby D's whining and successfully getting the older two children off I decided a nap was in order for him, which turned out to be a Godsend as he slept through the first half of B's preschool. Let's discuss. This is 5 2 year olds. At the same time. For 2 hours. I know a lot of people do this as a career, but it's really not my thing...I do it because it gives me 2 hours once a week of time with only one child :) Also, it just so happened to be a total downpour so I didn't have my usual fall back of playing outside. And I had the bright idea to feed them sugar cookies (how can I teach children the letter 'C' and not make fun sugar cookies?! Really. Even my general and growing avoidance of white sugar had to be put aside for such an occasion). Said sugar cookies may or may not have changed the behavior of the children, but since I haven't had much white sugar the past few months (and I only snagged 4.5 hours of sleep last night...) I found myself with a crazy headache by the end of it. After they all went home I felt I had only two options for recovery: a nap or a run. I spotted this workout on my runner's world calendar and thought it completely appropriate for the 2 hours I had just spent with 5 adorable, energetic 2 years olds:
and since there was no way a nap was going to happen with B and Baby D all bright eyed and bushy tailed we braved the downpour and headed to the YMCA (here again the nap idea was tempting me with their 2 hours of daycare...but there wasn't really anywhere discreet to nap so to the treadmills I went). Let me just say how awesome this workout is, especially on a treadmill! Though a track would have been great, too, on a treadmill there really is no option other than go up a full notch each lap and hold that pace...it was incredible. I only had time for 3 2k repeats so I ran them closer to my *goal* half marathon and 10k pace rather than my actual, making it that much harder. Now, I don't like the term 'detox' but that's how this run felt on so many levels. Running is so therapeutic. I find it interesting how all the different forms of exercise I do and love have different healing effects for me. When I run, and especially when I do a hard run like this, for a moment I'm able to let go of everything that's weighing on me, as though I can run the stress right out.
So maybe picking writing back up again without any sort of catch-up, something that's been needlessly weighing on me for some time, is one thing my endorphin flooded soul was able to extract from that feeling of weightlessness. Even if I don't write regularly from here on out I've officially let go of the need to compose those dozens of unwritten entries. It's made me realize I probably have a lot of mental clutter like this I should get rid of...stuff like fitness blogs really shouldn't be allowed so much real estate in my neighborhood of worries (though I do plan on properly updating our family one...eventually...). Getting more than 5 hours of sleep a night would be beneficial as well, so I suppose I'll stop rambling for the night. And if I write another entry in less than 2 years I'm calling it a success :)